Kutip:
The seriousness of my illness, as well as the experience of temporarily losing love, made me much more mature and composed than before. I was a different person; I began to think deeply about things and analyze them more carefully. After carefully reviewing the situation, I decided the blame for everything that happened that night should be placed entirely on them. I came to realize now more than ever that I could not forgo my hatred on them.

what?
and she said became more mature?
i started to hate her.. why on earth did shu huan like her?? go ru ping!!! go ru ping!!! come on, she doesn't deserve him. she has some kind of a mental block. hating requires a whole lotta energy. to be able to hate people like that, i should call her a mad person. seriously. mad.